|My Sucky Life...|
Posted 23 Jul 2012 14:53
Category: Ask for Help
At home, when I do the wrong thing they hit me.
They, being my parents. My sister enjoys getting me into trouble. My sister is spoilt, while I get next to nothing. My parents don`t care.
My mum looks at me like she hates me and wants me to die.
I`ve been bullied my whole life. When I was just three, I got stabbed in the stomach with scissors.
I`ve been beaten up and abused, at home and school.
Nobody is here to tell me I`m beautiful and it`s gonna be okay. I`m trying to show how much everyone hates me.
My father actually saved my life though. I was drowning in a river when I was six. He pulled me out of the water, and I`m still alive. It`s now, he doesn`t care about me. He hits me and abuses me like everyone else. They are trying to tell/show me they love me, but they don`t.
I wish I could run away and live somewhere else. Like America. With somebody who cares. Ah, who am I kidding? Nobody will ever care/love the ugly, worthless, pained, crying, depressed, depressing, boring and retarded emo girl...
Sorry for wasting your time, of you reading this. You most likely don`t care.
If you do care, thank you and at least comment, showing that you care. I`ll apreciate it.
PS: Should I tell welfare at school about it?
Do I tell my parents, who won`t care?
What do I do!?
Please help me. I`m tired of being in pain, and suffering....
-Smiley(crying while typing this)